I still feel bad for what happened…
I just want to talk to you about it, but I can’t. Either you won’t let me, or I won’t let myself. I feel like the biggest asshole. I know you’re still mad at me, so I won’t force anything else to happen. If you do read this, please know that I am sorry. I would do anything to make it up to you, but I don’t deserve that amount of respect for what I did. I’m sorry…I fucked up… If you don’t talk to me, I’ll understand.
I have nothing to add to this…