Ok, so I have to stop. I mean it. I can’t take this anymore. I’m not sleeping well, I’m putting too much effort into it and never getting any or enough effort back. I feel like shit for no reason. I hate that this is happening to me.
I can’t get you out of my head! You ignore me, and I can’t stand it. I don’t know why this is happening, and just FUCK! I’m sorry I will just fuck off now and leave you alone. I don’t even think that you feel or remember me like you used to. I need to get over this.
I hate how this is affecting me, and that I can’t stop it.
I want a hug… :’( I want to feel better. I want to feel loved and have it have meaning. I need to be fixed. I’m having a metaphysical breakdown and I have no one to turn to…I feel so bothersome to everyone and just the black sheep of any situation…
I want to break things and just get this out somehow, but I don’t know how. I’m too tired to do anything, and I don’t think I have anyone to help…
